1. |
to fight or fly
04:19
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I hope you know
The pain I tend to hide
But no one knows
The light that burns inside
What if, what if, what if
What if no one cares
What if, what if, what if
What if no one’s there
What if, what if, what if
What if no one cares
What if, what if, what if
What if no one’s there
The fear
The shame
The doubt
The blame
The rise
The fall
To lose
It all
The love
My soul
I've lost control
My heart
My pride
I’m brave
But only on the inside
When it all comes out
You’re what I dream about
Find me
I hope you know
I’m never giving up
When weakness shows
I promise I’ll be tough
The fear
The shame
The doubt
The blame
The rise
The fall
To lose
It all
The love
My soul
I've lost control
My heart
My pride
I’m brave
But only on the inside
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2. |
our last best hope
05:52
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I’ve been changing
Tired from holding on
But I’ll be patient
Chasing dreams goes on for so long
Every moment
I’ve spent counting down the ways
It’s all worth it
To reach the end
To watch the day break
And when it comes
And when it’s fine
I’m looking back on
All the broken times
I never knew
That all the roads I walked
Would lead to you
They all lead to you
And when it comes
And when it’s fine
I’m looking back on
All the broken times
I never knew
That all the roads I walked
Would lead to you
They all lead to you
They all lead to you
They all lead to you
When I thought the world would break me
Holding on to hope would save me
Had to learn I had the strength inside
Even when my hands are shaking
Terrified of what I’m facing
Had to learn I had the strength inside
I’m done waiting
I’ll create outside the lines
Nothing’s fading
Cause in the dark I reach for your light
I’m still breathing
Growing stronger in the night
Knowing, praying
There’s another morning in sight
And when it comes
And when it’s fine
I’m looking back on
All the broken times
I never knew
That all the roads I walked
Would lead to you
They all lead to you
They all lead to you
They all lead to you
When I thought the world would break me
Holding on to hope would save me
Had to learn I had the strength inside
Even when my hands are shaking
Terrified of what I’m facing
Had to learn I had the strength inside
When I thought the world would break me
Holding on to hope would save me
Had to learn I had the strength inside
Even when my hands are shaking
Terrified of what I’m facing
Had to learn I had the strength inside
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3. |
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This Has To Mean Something
Please don’t go I miss you already
It’s happening
Could this be ending
Can’t erase all these memories of us
Don’t wanna see
This happening now
Cause I’m in disbelief
Please don’t go I miss you already
It’s happening
Could this be ending
Can’t erase all these memories of us
Don’t wanna see
This happening now
Cause I’m in disbelief
We both know we’ll never be ready
It’s happening
It’s no daydream
Won’t let go of these memories of us
Is what I see
Happening
Hard to leave such a huge piece behind
Looking backwards in time
I’ll miss you so
My heart has been torn out
All alone
Trying hard to make it on my own
Tumbling down in this dark mental hole
Does he know that I grieve leaving home
And it’s just that we needed to
See things from a new view
How can I
Can I do this
How can I
Can I get through this
How can I
Can I do this
How can I
Can I get through this
Through everything we found a way
To understand
To appreciate
Looking back now it’s surely fate
We did things our way
Through everything we found a way
To understand
To appreciate
Looking back now it’s surely fate
We did things our way
Please don’t go I miss you already
It’s happening
Could this be ending
Can’t erase all these memories of us
Don’t wanna see
This happening
Hard to leave such a huge piece behind
Looking backwards in time
I’ll miss you so
We both know we’ll never be ready
It’s happening
It’s no daydream
Won’t let go of these memories of us
Is what I see happening
Could we just talk through this
Then I’ll know
It’s really happening
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4. |
not me, us (interlude)
04:36
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When sorrow met its shadow
Our hope fell silent
Lost
That it may be found in brighter seasons
We sink into our thoughts
Consumed
What good can come from fairytales and long forgotten dreams
This heart deprived of sunlight will unravel at the seams
And leave us broken
Still
We breathe
And in our broken hollow
We see the darkness of ourselves
Withering away in solitude
We starve
Absent in the many
The slow decline unwavering
We needed something more
Reaching out from the wreckage
Blindly grasping for anything
There's something
Something more
Even when we feeling like giving up
Even when we feel like letting go
There's a light on the horizon
That calls us home
A splinter of faith
Of something greater than ourselves
Still
We breathe
Tomorrow will be better
We've carried the countless flames
From wreckage to reward
We've seen the lows
We've seen the highs
And we choose to venture on
We choose to push for more
More healing
More happiness
More of us
For life is not won in salvation and status
To live with love
Is to understand the journey
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5. |
the day after goodbye
05:37
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Standing in the wake of this train wreck
My heart is beating faster in my chest
I confess
This depression terrifies me
When I’m awake it’s like these thoughts
They paralyze me
Why me
I don’t wanna feel like this
I don’t wanna feel like this
Time stops
Weightless and cold
The silence burns like fire
While my fears unfold
And there’s
Panic
Tooth to my cheek
Too hard to speak without you
Lungs drained of air
Life feels unfair without you
Come back to me
Don’t leave me to dream about you
Dream about you
Dream about you
How can I breathe without you
How can I breathe without you
Without you
What is left to say when the sky falls
I’m staring at your ghost in the stars
And so far
There’s not a day that I don’t miss you
The feelings swell and overflow
It’s like I see you
Hear you
I don’t wanna feel like this
Why do I still feel like this
Heart ripped
Out of my brain
I sit her talking to myself
I think I’m going insane
With my
Tooth to my cheek
Too hard to speak without you
Lungs drained of air
Life feels unfair without you
Come back to me
Don’t leave me to dream about you
Dream about you
Dream about you
How can I breathe without you
How can I breathe without you
The only way to fix this
The only way to fix this pain inside
The only way to fix this
Is a deep breath in
As you say goodbye
Goodbye
Goodbye
Goodbye
Never gonna let you fade away
Never gonna let you say goodbye
Too many things I didn’t say
Take a deep breath in
I’m not ready to say goodbye
Never gonna let you fade away
Never gonna let you say goodbye
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6. |
it could be worse
04:14
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No I’m never letting go
No I’m never letting go
No I’m never letting go
Oh no
No I won’t
I’m never letting go
I had a dream
And in this dream we were
We were both happy
Looking back on all that we had achieved
Like trying not to overlook the little things
And not getting lost in this desperation
It’s been here all the time
It’s fine
It’s fine
It’s fine
It’s been here all the time
It’s fine
It’s fine
It’s mine
It’s fine
I chose to be happy
I chose to be happy
It’s been here all the time
Ignoring all the signs
It’s been here all the time
It’s fine
It’s fine
It’s mine
It’s fine
It’s been here all the time
Forgot the choice was mine
It’s been here all the time
I’m fine
You’re fine
We’re fine
It’s fine
Hold on
I’m never letting go
I’m never letting go
I chose to be happy
Despite the pain surrounding
Hold on
I’m never letting go
I’m never letting go
I used to be happy
It’s up to me to change things
I chose to be happy
While everything’s collapsing
Around me
Oh no
I’m never letting go
Oh no
I’m never letting go
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